Results From Neuropsych Evaluation...

This past Wednesday, we met with the neuropsychologist for the feedback session to discuss the results of Katelyn's recent neuropsych evaluation. The doctor confirmed that, in addition to PDD (autism spectrum), Katelyn DOES have psychosis. She said that it is still too early to determine a specific diagnosis, such as schizophrenia, but that she is definitely responding to hallucinations, or what the doctor preferred to call "extra-sensory experiences" that make Katelyn afraid and do bad things. At this point, she will keep the PDD diagnosis, but her diagnosis could change in the future since childhood schizophrenia and PDD have many overlapping symptoms. The doctor talked about how rare childhood psychosis is, and then when you couple it with PDD, it is even more rare to see this in a child her age (5 years old). She also talked about Katelyn's extreme level of anxiety, which we already were aware of. Who wouldn't be anxious with what she is going through?

Even though this has been suspected for quite some time and I knew in my gut that Katelyn was having hallucinations, it is a bittersweet feeling to finally have confirmation. Having been told by so many "professionals" in the past that, "Oh, that is just autism," it is reassuring and validating to finally have doctors agree that this odd behavior is NOT autism at all. However, it is still difficult to hear that your child truly is suffering from psychosis. It doesn't change anything about how we all love Katelyn and who she is; it just means that we will need to continue to fight harder and harder to ensure that she gets all of the services she needs to reach her fullest potential. It will be a life-long journey for her, but we will all be here to help her navigate through her perceived world and reality.

Thank you to all of you for your support over the years.

Another Video of Katelyn...

Here is another video of Katelyn I put together to hopefully help her doctors to determine what is going on with her. It is less than 10 minutes long, but shows a pretty good amount of her odd behaviors and language. There is no question this is not a characteristic of her autism, but it is becoming more apparent as she gets older that it could be psychosis/hallucinations.

Up, Up, Up and Away...

We met with Katelyn's developmental pediatrician yesterday to discuss medication options. Her doctor decided to try one more increase of the Risperdal, stating that this will probably be the last time and we may need to try another med if this is not effective. She increased her morning dose to 1-1/2 tablets and kept her evening dose at 1 tablet (0.25 mg). We are hoping this does the trick since she has not had any adverse reactions to the Risperdal so far.

This Saturday, Katelyn will complete the last 2-hour session of her neuropsych evaluation and we will meet for the feedback appointment on 12/7.

"This Is Not Autism" (videos and phrases)...

As I've mentioned before, Katelyn presents not only with symptoms of autism spectrum disorder, but also of some other possible co-morbid psychiatric condition, quite possibly a psychosis of some sort. We have seen a recent increase in this odd behavior and recent increases in her Risperdal medication have no longer been effective as they were in the past.

Here are some recent videos of Katelyn that show some of what we are seeing at home. What we observe is usually far "worse" than this (difficult to capture on video), but it gives a rough idea of some of the things we are seeing, no pun intended...

And here are some recent phrases Katelyn has said when describing what she sees/hears (pardon the poor grammar, as these were just quick notes I jotted down):

11/10/11
Sitting with me at table while I did work...saying voh, webs, etc., then told me the webs were talking to her and laughing at her. Difficulty with feeding at dinner. Spitting out, looking up, talking about ock, etc., being defiant saying no, but could tell did not want to act that way.

11/11/11
Looking up at wall, taking shoes off as asked, then said No to putting them away. Looked up and said she saw Ew. I repeated, “You see Ew?” She said yes, Ew is climbing up the wall right there and pointed. She then said he was in a purple web with a sprinkle in it. Then she said Ew is yucky looking and that he is green. She said he talked to her and told her No about putting her shoes away.

11/14/11
In mommy’s room, talking to herself saying “Where is Ew?” over and over. I asked her what Ew looked like and she again said he is “Yucky.” I asked what color is Ew and she again said “Green” – with the odd mischievous look on her face. Then began blowing my hair and whistling and laughing hysterically saying Ew while doing it even though I told her I did not like that.

11/18/11
Getting dressed in living room, kicking me, laughing hysterically while looking off, talking about Ew, then Waw, saying Waw over and over and then she said she sees Waw and that Waw is a blue curl stuck up on the ceiling. Got extremely manicky and uncontrollable and defiant while talking about Waw.

11/25/11
In mommy’s bed with me and Ashley. Looking up at ceiling, saying Yaw and Yock. Then said I see Yock. She said Yock is not nice. Yock is in a purple web. Yock is naughty to me, Yock is always naughty to me. Then talked about seeing colorful bugs in her bed and on her sheet. She said they were red, green and blue. Said she saw them in the web with Yock. Got upset when I told her I didn’t see the colored bugs. Started talking in weird words, saying Yock is Guckak and Bocka and other strange words. Lots of talk about Yock throughout the day, even at stores, etc.